Last day of July 2013. Nathan’s birthday is in 15 days. School starts in 26 days. And I’m not sure what my plans will be when I graduate in December. Hard decisions. Not being sure which way to go…..not sure which way God wants me to go either. I hate making decisions! Some (most?) always end up turning out wrong. Trying to balance what I want with what God wants and what with what is best for all people concerned. That’s the major difficulty.